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Wednesday, July 15, 2015

one more time with feeling

I don't really think I'm the best writer around. Starting my post with that sentence just proved how bad I am at writing. I'm pretty sure I've scared most of you away, and if you are currently reading this sentence, I thank you with all my heart for bearing with me.

I've had many failed attempts in trying to keep a blog. I have trouble regularly updating and when I do try to update, I would get stuck with what I'm writing and I wouldn't come back for it in months, therefore I drown in drafts. I think I've accumulated about 20 pages of drafts by now. The forgotten blog posts wouldn't really be anything of interest. The titles are usually [Untitled] or something really angsty like a lyric from an obscure cool indie band that goes along the lines of "i had heart once but yeah you've messed it up forever" and then the post wouldn't really have anything to do with that lyric, it just sounded cool. Like I've said, I'm a terrible blogger. But why am I doing this again even though I know I'm going to fail anyway? Well, I think this will help me be a better writer. I do like to write, it's just that, well, I'm bad at it.

 So, this is my first LEGIT blog post with ACTUAL words and ACTUAL paragraphs and would probably be published as soon as I'm done writing it. I can't believe I actually finished a blog post. Also, I hope no one I know finds this blog, because that would be embarrassing.

This time I will write once more but with [jazz hands] feeling.

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